It's been nearly three months since I have written here! I have been giving myself some time and grace as there has been so much intense battling going on within me and it has been a lot. Accepting Huntington's disease still continues to be hard and there are days I long to go back to when everything appeared simpler. I was faced with this again when I had a letter come through about my next annual HD Enroll appointment which I was not expecting till November. It threw me off that they wanted to see me sooner than I expected and I was once again in a wrestling match - I did not want to do this appointment. I did not want to face it again and have it all dragged up again. Everything within me revolted. I began to dread the impending day truly believing that it was going to cause a major setback in my journey. I had come this far and I did not need to go backward I told myself. I paced up and down awaiting their arrival but no one came. Still, thirty minutes went by and no one